Just thought of something nice not long ago,

Here's your quote for the day ,
"Save up your love for someone sweet."

Just thinking about this sentence brings up a secret that i just found out recently,
I wonder if it was a good thing that I found out about this secret or not .
There are just so many questions stirring up in my mind right now .
For example, should I help or not ?
How should I start the topic so that you can tell me more about it ?
Actually  I already guessed that secret long ago , just that i got the confirmation only recently .
I wonder what I should be feeling now ,
I can never tell anyone how I felt cause no one ever asked me about it and I am not very good at expressing myself nowadays.

I have turned into someone else in school ,
but i am getting used to the school feeling already and feeling much better after my classmates started to talk to me again . I wished they would know how I felt when I felt so left out and about the whatsapp group that I was the only one that was left out.
Everytime I think about it, it just hurts.
I am not blind , you see.
It would just bring about that memory .
They don't know how badly it feels when your only friends in school just leaves you out in everything, outings, study sessions and gossips.
I think they just don't know that they are hurting me , cause maybe it's mainly my fault in the very beginning.
I wished I could reverse time back and redo everything again.
But I am just happy enough that I still could fit into some topics and card games in school now,
at least they are giving me chances to join back into the group . I am happy for that.

"Boy, you're an Alien."